But exH made me feel like the end was my fault. And he had no empathy for my sadness or hurt - nor for my daughter's. How do you live with someone for 5 years and have a child with them and not feel sorry when you hurt them? It seems so unnatural. Why didn't I know before I married him he would end up being this way? I wish I had know before. That's why now I have to be so careful so I don't end up with someone like him again.
I have so many friends telling me I have to stop thinking neg and start thinking positive. So hard to do... I want to be positive but feel so battered down.
