LOL- I'm glad to see that I am nt alone in sending an e-mail then having to delete it after the fact- then there's the old type a text msg and delete it, and repeat over and over. You are doing a good job by seeking the guidance of other members. I've been in my sitch for 4+ months now, and I only learned last week that i am reacting rather than responding- I was a broken record- nothing DB or DR about that. Wishing you the best, also we have the lawn in common- it is no longer a chore for me- very Zen like now