Do I really need to go on? I'm seeing my IC on Wednesday. I've been away for a while, but recognize the need to stay strong. He's knows the back story, and that my fears are justified. Remember how long it took me to admit that what he does is abuse? I still hate saying the word, but it's time to call a spade a spade. This guy is a monster. When my oldest son submitted, he went after my second son. Who wouldn't know how to submit if you showed him a How To video. They frequently have some tense interactions, complete with slapping, shoving, and screaming in the face. No bruises. No police. More fear.
