Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

I do not know for a fact she stayed out all night. Right now, I just don't care. I made my share of mistakes in this M, but I do not deserve to be treated this way. The fact her mom and sister are enabling this makes me doubly mad.

A lot of life is timing. My lease is up at the end of the month. I need to end the uncertainty in my life, cut the cord and move on. It's been nearly 8 months.

On Monday, when my L calls me, I will ask him if he'll take $1,500 now and get things prepared. I have five things I'll be pushing for. Then when things are ready, I'll notify W she is getting served. I don't even feel like discussing it -- no you don't want to work on things so I thought I'd get things going.

Just a quick call, hey, you'll be getting papers tomorrow at work.

I went out tonight with friends from work and laid the whole situation out. They didn't discourage me. I know Dottie the DB counselor will be disappointed, but if there was any indication that W was rethinking things I wouldn't go this route.

She does not respect me. She thinks I'll just sit here forever and take it. I will not. My daughters love me. They will always love me. I will always be there for them. Funny, I will always be there for W, even as an X. But I will not stand for this disrespect.

Good night DB friends.