Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

I do believe her, I just don't know how to act. I had left my IM logged on last night before bed. Woke up and there was a message on there from W. "Hey IM Me when you wake up"

I am supposed to go home for 2 weeks on R&R 27 JAN and she said that I shouldn't expect our problems to be fixed when i got there. I know that and i have accepted that. is what i told her and i just wanted to spend time with the kids and her.

She said that she is going to try to make an appt on monday for IC with the MC we had used before to help her fix/work on her isssues. Thinks that maybe she still feels guilty about the cheating over a year ago and says she feels mentally and physically exhausted and her body is numb.
She is currently on AD meds and having a real hard time with it all.

I do want to believe her but i am truely scared about coming home. Any insite will be helpful.