Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

AAAAArrrrrgggghhhhhhhh. Why do I do this. Called W finally to talk to girls. D10 is on the phone. I asked if she had fun on NYE. She said she and D7 stayed at their grandma's house because W went to a party. She must have stayed the night.

It makes me wonder again why I'm waiting?

My L is calling me tomorrow about something that came up last week. Right now I feel like just filing and getting it going because I can't take revelations like this.