Thanks Kara and CTH. I agree that reading these boards are awesome and have helped me a lot but am wondering if actually talking with someone would be better. I am having a hard time tonight. I emailed my brother my sitch as he had guessed that all was not well with me at lunch and as I was re-reading it, it made me wonder why I am still wanting this marraige so badly and also, I think I have been in denial and actually talking about it with a family member is making it oh so real.
My brother has never been married so his perspective is that of a brother who sees that his sister has been hurt and can't imagine how I could ever trust H again and I am wondering that myself.
H has not called at all to inquire about the kids or how they are doing in his absence. He is so selfish!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
