My friend, I thank you... I am still amazed that through it all, I am still standing... I am still amazed I don't hate him with every fiber of my being... I am also amazed at how low he will sink to finance his "new life". I feel sick today... Sick with the knowledge that he has taken everything "worldly" from me... No car, no house, self-respect is minimal, self-esteem is lower then ever, now even the finances I once counted on are gone. I don't understand what is happening and if I stop, I realize I can't quite breathe... I feel like I am suffocating and don't know how to get any air. I keep telling myself, I can't quit but it is getting harder and harder to get up and face another day.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
