Gima, Yeah, I have seen your posts elsewhere. Welcome to the forum. How has your DBing efforts been going? What are you doing that is working? What is not? Have you tried anything different?
I wish I was still under the same roof with my W after the sh!t I have been through since I lost my cool and kicked her out. However, the until the separation I could not stop doing all the wrong things and really detatch from her which I can honestly say I have not done 100% yet.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.