I didn't mention that NYE was really nice. I did really well that night. I was so happy to be spending it with my kids and parents and good friends that care for me. It was different for me to spend it outdoors with new people, and with a big bonfire. The weather was great. Just like newmama, I made a wish for all of us here to have a better 2010.
Right now to keep my focus off WAH, I'm replying to help wanted ads hoping for a part time job soon. Just as he said, no $ for the first of the month. It may not seem like I'm not focusing on him, but I'm feeling strong about working on getting a job. Like I'm having some control over my future. Got school coming up next week and my first full marathon and my birthday end of the month. I'm going to try to plan something with my girlfriends. I'm also going to go to a parenting class tomorrow. I feel it's going to be hard to be a single mom... I pretty much have been doing it alone all their lives anyhow and it's not getting any easier.
Just keeping busy.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
It was different for me to spend it outdoors with new people, and with a big bonfire. The weather was great. Just like newmama, I made a wish for all of us here to have a better 2010. 
