What an excellent evening! It's helpful to me to hear how you get through the triggers, it really is a "mind over matter" thing isn't it? You choose to get past it. A question... when you mentioned deciding not to go on the hike... do you still struggle with being away from W and worrying about trust issues? Or are you past that? H and I have not spent much significant time apart since he ended the A and this seems to be initiated as much by him as me. I am wondering how that will be for me the first time something like that comes up. Does that get easier? Just wondering...