Hugs newmama. You made it through that tough day. I said a thank you to you at midnight. Just incase your ears were burning some time that night. What day was your baby born on ?
I think your H does those little things to off-set guilt. Can still be the provider in some messed up kind of way.
How long do you plan on keeping this life going ? Can you keep the resentment at bay? I know your a strong woman newmama. I am wondering, just because of what you said a few days ago about dropping the rope. Are you still considering this , and what exactly brought you to those thoughts then? Was it because a year was coming up?
Keep on growing. Stay strong.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
