My parents took the kids for the night so I could go out on new years eve. I really didn't know what to do so I went to a friends house and my phone died! frown im usually very good at keeping it charged.
we watched hangover. LMAO it was good! anyway the next day I had to barrow my friends phone so i could call my parents.. I had a very slow day...
well after I finally got home I saw W called and texted me. I called her back and told her my phone died. she was very quiet. I had my upbeat attitude when I told her it was "dead dead"
she said she just wanted to know when I was dropping the kids off so she could be back home..(i think this was her trying to tell me she was with OM)
I told her well I planned on 7 as I didnt skip a beat she said oh ok, and i did my usual offer of letting her have the kids sooner if she wanted but she declined that.
she stopped talking (I think she is still taken off guard that I show no interest in what she is doing) so I said ok well I will let you go then and hungup

I think Ive been doing great at not showing any sighn of the sadness I feel for loosing the love of my life to not only another guy but such a looser.. its more than a slap in the face when you see how bad this guy looks

anyway I cant help but wonder when or even if she will she see what she did!

I still have a hard time beliving life is good living with parents, no car, no job...

W28/M29
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