you are also right Cat...just like everyone else! it is in asking these questions here and getting in return the same responses that is helping to make me stronger.
repetitive i know and i apologize for that! i am a fixer...i need to understand the problems...in mlc you cant.
instead of badgering him, i come here to find some peace.
everything i want to be able to do is against what i need to do, i know this, its the reminding that keeps me going and writing this stuff for the support!
thank you and everone else who is reminding me!!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...