Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

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Ok, I dont think that anyone else has said it, so I am going to... SD, lets assume the worst... where does that leave you? In a position any worse than you were when you left for R&R? I really dont think so... you got to see your family, you are 2 weeks closer to coming home, you have shown your wife that you are capable of taking action to crush her fantasy- even if she did shut you down once (if thats what she was doing), you wont be fooled again, will you?

Start over... now you know that this stuff works, and you can come at it with more faith that it will work than most newcomers.

My sister is a big time worrier, and I will give you a quote that I gave her, maybe it will help you "let go and let god",

Be still and know that I AM.

You need to be still right now, at least in this aspect. Let this part of your life go and let God have control of it. You take care of YOU, and the rest of it, well, it will play out exactly how it is supposed to, but for now, really, what are you helping by worrying and beating yourself up like this?