Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

It's a new year and I don't really feel like a newcomer any more. Today was a good day. I spent the morning and afternoon playing cards and then the rest of the day watching football with a friend.

Of course, once it was me and him, I started going back and forth on my situation.

Haven't heard from W since Wednesday night. One bad thing about going as dark as possible is that I have to call her to talk to the girls. I may call her tomorrow because I want to talk to the girls.

I'm not sure how long I'll stay here though. I think I might be in Surviving the Big D by the end of 2010.