Here's something else for you to do: Read your entire thread and make notes of all the advice given to you. Take the questions you had and write down the different answers received. Summarize everything and post it here for us to see.
You've probably asked the same questions about six times today. This will be a good exercise for you to ground yourself and regather your thoughts.
That should keep you busy for the rest of your day. In the mean time I'm going to try get back to sleep... LOL. Speak to you later and I pray God give you some peace of mind.
