Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

SG,

I can't ALLOW her to put me in my place. That is my decision, and mine alone.

Why am I pining over this crap?

Do I honestly believe that she is sitting around thinking the same things I am?

I would give anything to know if she was sincere in any of what she said, but now I am thinking the fog cleared just enough for her to reel me back in, damage me, and then go right back to what she was doing before.