What on earth am I freaking doing?

I am a mess right now.

Gotta get a grip.

This isn't as bad as I am making it out to be-is it? I mean should I have any hope after what has happened?

"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

SoldierDad