I do still have feelings (both emotional and physical) for W1 after all these years, but I recognize that I'm extremely vulnerable right now. I want so bad to feel (replace?) the love that I once received from STBXW, but it's just not the right time for any R...may not be for many years. W1 understood/agreed and apologized for her timing, and promised to back off and give me the time I need to work on learning to love myself.
Oh wow, that is something to read CC. Kind of amazing to think of the prospects there, but I think your right to hold off right now.
I can understand how you feel about your need to work on yourself first, and looking for space and time to come to grips with things.
Having a w1 may give you some better perspective though from which to work.
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M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
