Thanks. I think it was a good sign, I just really didn't acknowledge it until just now.
As a matter of fact, when I got back stateside, I saw women, and I immediately disliked all that I saw. Perfume made me sick-it all reminded me of my W.
I have thawed to all of that, and I told my W when we talked, that I realized that I didn't NEED her in my life, but that I WANTED her in my life. This seemed to surprise her, I saw a different side of her in her eyes when I said that.
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010