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[SoldierDad]

One other thing I noticed while home on R & R.

Whenever I went out-women noticed me. They flirted with me. It didn't happen everytime, but I noticed them looking at me, and some smiled at me. It made me feel good, but then again, I felt kind of sick because I was/am still very much in love with my W.

I feel like I won't ever have a problem attracting W, but that isn't what I want right now.

I guess my ego was boosted, but I just didn't see/want it boosted at the time. Had those damned blinders on-tunnel vision.

Forgot something else. W cooked for me my last night-made a wonderful prime rib, with all the fixings. Also, she got up early the day I left, and made me breakfast. The key in this is my W HATES to cook.

Why am I still reading into all of this? Just gotta let go, and let God.