So, had a great New Years Eve party, then disc golf tournament today. I was catching up on some DB threads and W calls.

I said "Happy New Year" and we had a nice talk, told her what I'd been up to, found out she stayed at home last night. But she had half a bottle of rum so it was OK. LOL. She asked if I'll be around tomorrow afternoon, and would like to hang out with her. Then that changed to "I'm staying at a hotel, and you can come. My plans go from 6 AM to noon, so you'll need to leave early in the morning, is that OK?" Yes!

Then two texts: "can you pick up some rum?" and later "Will you tuck me in and then head home to sleep? That way I won't show you my nocturnal craziness"

W had crazy nightmares because of her headaches. I called and told her that her nocturnal stuff doesn't bother me, I'm used to it, but if it makes her more comfortable I can leave. I even said "no pressure". Oops, probably should have just thought that.

I'm fighting some thoughts of wondering what she's in town for, because last time it was about the D. Maybe she's coming to give me the papers? I don't really care. I'm feeling confident and I think it's coming across that way. It's like the thrill of dating again.

She'll be here in an hour, any prayers are appreciated.


Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK