She did agree to counseling, but that was before last night and her gettin angry and hanging up, and going dark on me.

I am trying to relax, my issue is I am THE fixer. My job requires it. I am always in charge, and can fight my way out of anything-ANYTHING-except this.

She just was so incredibly sincere when we were in the airport, and at home. I could FEEL it in her, that she wanted to work it out. My thoughts now are that I am out of sight, out of mind.

Maybe she is hurt and confused too. Maybe it all happened so fast, and she feels like I do-I dunno.

So many unanswered questions.

Oh, she sent me a text on my layover, that said "There is a song that everytime i hear it i think of and need u look it it up lady antebellum run to u

Well, I looked up the lyrics, and it seemed to me that she was saying that I was always going to be there for her, to fall back on - THOUGHTS?


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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