Iv'e come a long way personally since the last time I was here. My wife is still not with me but there have been changes.Many times we have talked for half an hour at a time. She even said she didn't realize how much she missed those talks. Here's the part you all won't like. she's been in the middle of the road with me (so she can come home or stay)that I told her she's either with me or without me. Yes I am prepared for the worse. An older lady friend of hers was concerned about us, went to the book store and bought us each a copy of The 5 Love Languages. I read mine, she started hers, just telling me today she will read it and try and figure "just what the hell is wrong with me". I know people stay separated for long lengths of time. It's been two and a half months for me, but I need to know where my life is heading.
