Well, for this start of a new year, it's a year to focus on me and d8, soon to be d9.
As I sit here and read other's sitch's, and reflect on the past week, I am feeling ok right now.
Picked up d8 today, and on the way there felt resentment build up over STBXW walking away again, with her new boobs, new car, and leaving me holding the financial bag. It is getting less and less that I feel these feelings but they do come at times. I acknowledge them and they do seem to pass after a while, especially after I have picked up d8, and gone on our way.
As I sit here tonight, tummy is warm and full after d8 and I made some home made pizza, and I just brewed a cup of coffee that was given to me by quite possibly a special female friend, and I am watching d8 now play on her new Wii.
My heart is warm tonight, that it's not a bad start today to a new year and decade, so that's where I will stay tonight, and not worry about tomorrow until it gets here.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
