My heart hurts for you, and what you are going through. Your sitch is one of the toughest on hear to read, and you have handled this in the best way you can up until now.
You have been battered, abused and continue to put up with crap that is nearly unbearable, but you continue to make positive steps in the face of this, so don't belittle the accomplishments you have done so far. And you most certainly deserve to speak out for yourself!
I won't go back through your post, as everyone has given you superb advice on it, so I hope you read, and re-read them and truly give yourself some time for it to sink in..
DQ, HM, Gard, GIMA, et all, you continue to show strength and honor in helping others in the face of your own bad situations, and I tip my hat to your courage and compassion..
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
