Was going to reply to you here but when I had finished I realised that all I was talking about was my sitch. That's better on my thread!
I know how you feel. You started the year with her but didn't end it with her. Now you are starting a new year without her. I do feel for you and for everybody else who is doing this. I had no idea for a MINUTE that it would actually be this hard on this one day.
On the other front. Ladybug is chasing. Early days but it's something.
Take care.
Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010
"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient." "Delay is the antidote for anger"
