Mind...hope your party was fabulous and you rocked the house!
We had a nice NYE, gathered with family, kids had fun. H was quite affectionate. Told me when we got home he is starting to see there must have been more of an emotional foundation to our M than he thought that we can be connecting now the way we are etc. (well, duh! I was trying to say that the whole time he was in limboland with a fogged out brain!)
Anyway, we decided to start the new year with PMA about our M and our life together.
Only problem is, I had a very bad dream about OW last night and having a hell of a time shaking it off. Not the first one I've had about her, but this one seems tough to get out of my mind. Trying... want to focus on PMA today.... It's like there is an emotional residue that is just lingering... ugh... I'm gonna keep reminding myself "it was just a dream..."
I was trying to say that the whole time he was in limboland with a fogged out brain!)
It's like there is an emotional residue that is just lingering...
