No more remorse-indulgence. It's not about her anymore; it's about me.
The ONE thing I will DO is demonstrate my commitment to self and mission and complete this list:
1. Finish my current book manuscript
2. Pitch and close a deal on the Great American Divorce Book (AKA, The Misadventures of Smiley's Person)
3. Complete the first of 3 planned action-adventure novels about a CID Warrant Officer in Germany in the 1970s -- airport trash that will (I hope) make SP some serious buckage -- and pitch to an agent
4. Finish another marathon
And above all:
5. Retain my mojo -- that's reTain (with a "t") and notreGain with a "g."