Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

It really is driving me nuts not knowing what she really meant by all of this.

How will I ever know if she was sincere?

Can I still set the OM boundary, and expect her to comply? I dunno about this one. I want to BELIEVE her, but how on earth can I possibly do so after all of this.

She mentioned that I need to trust her, that she is taking care of it-HOW DO I DO THAT?? How do I trust her at all?

How do I get her to understand that I don't trust her, but I want to?

I have so much going through my mind. Why did she go dark? Is she scared? Is she undecided?

What should I expect next from her? I would of thought she would contact me by now. I dunno-I'm probably reading way too much into ALL of this.