Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima,
Man, I have NO idea now. I really thought a day ago that we were headed in the right direction, but now I am not so sure.

I just feel like I should DO something.

I want to feel good about wanting to make it work, but right now she is making me feel like I did something wrong again.

Is this crap normal? I mean is this the way it's going to go?

What should I expect next from her? To renew our vows??!!

I really want to talk with her, but I know it wouldn't do any good right now. She is dark with me too.