Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

All,

I do wish to work to bring the M back together, but not sure of W intentions now.

I am concerned that she sees me as weak again, and thinks she can just flick a switch, and I will come running. I must regain that back.

I know she is hurting, I could see it in her eyes and her voice. I'm just not sure that she believes that NOW.

I think she felt that way while I was there, but now that I am out of sight-out of mind-I'm not so sure.

I don't want to seem like a fool for wanting my M to work, I know that some here, probably think I am crazy after all that has happened.