actually i shed a few tears through out the years.
Once when I was 20 and a best friend died.
Once when Ray Bourque raised the cup... Yea sad.
When my cat died in March....
Thats it until ...
Anyways. I thanked you at midnight. I said all the names out loud. Got a few strange looks. Then I said. Its my support group. The people who are going through the same thing I am.
A few people cried tonight and hugged me. It was kind of bizzare.
The whole night I felt I was missing something thing. And one time I was just standing there and said. Stupid Bitch. And everyone just looked at me and said. its ok cutter.
And that was that. But one point a few people brought the whole thing up and started to insult her. And I said that they should stop. As there was other people in the room who did not know what was going on. And I was rather embarrased. But I made sure that the insults stopped.
Its my burden. Not theirs.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
