Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima,
Ya the first thing I thought of was no pursuit.

I can't believe that I let my guard down. It all seemed so right. We were saying all the right things. It was so stupid now that I look back on it.

A moment of weakness, and everything I worked so hard at, seems to be destroyed.

I will not contact her again, until she initiates-then it is strictly business.

Any other advice gima?

I let a bunch of folks down with my actions, I want to repair what I've damaged.