Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima,
She did nothing to earn me back. It was stupid. She made me feel like she wanted to work on the M. I really feel awful for allowing it to happen.

I feel like I really screwed up, and I have no idea what to do now.

We had agreed to put the D on hold until after counseling.

I will notify my L asap.

She acknowledges fault, but she has a way to deflect it, and turn it back on me. She accepted responsibility for her actions, but it just didn't satisfy me.

I don't know what to do now, and I am really confused.

What have I done? Is there anything I can do to repair this?