I know in my case, I had shut off so many things around me because they were different or I was "too old" to do those things or I couldn't b/c M'd people didn't do those things. Well, I have reacquainted myself through this awful process with what it means to be alive. And I don't ever plan on leaving that again.
Good for you! Well put. Once again, you give me food for thought - and inspiration.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
I understand. I guess what I was trying to say is that I hear what all of you are telling me and agree 100%. Everything that you are telling me is the same adivce I would offer to others. Therefore, disappoiting you would also be a disappointment to myself.
I am just counting on all of you to push me out of my comfort zone. It is not easy for me to socialize or express my feelings. I am a very private person and would much rather be a wallflower in social settings.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
II am just counting on all of you to push me out of my comfort zone. It is not easy for me to socialize or express my feelings. I am a very private person and would much rather be a wallflower in social settings.
I am the same way and I count on you for the same.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
II am just counting on all of you to push me out of my comfort zone. It is not easy for me to socialize or express my feelings. I am a very private person and would much rather be a wallflower in social settings.
I am the same way and I count on you for the same.
Don't worry. I'll smack both of you around if I have to.