It all started when my H contacted me and asked for money...again! In that same conversation, he asked if I would be willing to consider doing this without lawyers. He said he couldn't afford one. I asked him if he really thought talking about divorce in the same conversation he asked for money was a good idea. His reply, I guess not.

Those of you on FB know that I loaned him money, but this time I said no.

Part of it is the whole being alone on New Years thing.

My H told me if I paid for the kids to visit, I could take them to live anywhere in the country that I want. He said he was okay with a few weeks in the summer.

That just breaks my heart. It's one thing to not care about me, but now can he so willingly be away from his babies??

Then, I told him about a health issue so I could make sure he didn't take me off the insurance, and he didn't even say hope you're okay. Ouch. I know he says he doesn't care about stuff that doesn't affect him, but geez, you would think he would want his kids' mother to be healthy.

The final straw to my depressing day was when D12 and D10 were talking about D12 marrying her "boyfriend" lol D10 says...who will be your Maid of Honor me or D8. D12 says they both will. Then she says... and mom can walk me down the aisle since she is raising me. I almost had a break down hearing that.

Later, D8 catches me looking a little sad. She asks if I am okay, I say yes and give her a hug. She leaves, and obviously said something to her sisters. D12 comes up to me and says, what are you so sad for? He wasn't that great. Ugh! Maybe not, but he's your father and you should think he is.

Basically, my day has kind of sucked.

Last edited by Sad Girl; 12/31/09 11:23 PM. Reason: typos from this dinky keyboar