My life has been crazy busy through the holidays but I am hoping that the new year will be less hectic.
Today is my H's deadline for moving home however there is no real indication that he will make that deadline. He just got back from vacation with his D (3rd year of going on vacation at Christmas). He also didn't give his written notice to his apartment managers until Dec.10 so he has some time to get out of his apartment.
My H does have some clothes at my house but has yet to move anything of significance over. I've barely spoken with him in the last week while he was on vacation and when I spoke with him when he got back last night, the conversation didn't go well. I had to stop by his office today and he didn't seem very excited to see me after being gone a week. No hug or kiss of any kind. I'm feeling uneasy about him moving back...maybe I am just reading way too much into everything. Maybe.
I thought he was really making progress and starting to reconnect with me before he went on his vacation. I'm not feeling that right now. Is it him? Is it me? Both? Is he acting distant because the deadline is here or is it because he just spent a week with his D who doesn't like me?
I just need remind myself to relax and let whatever is going to happen happen. No expectations still!
