DD you got the kahunas !!I feel that i can do the same , what the hell i aint got much to lose . Keep us updated and i will do the same , tommorow is going to be fun !!!
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my advice if any would be to just do it.. I found that my mind set followed shortly after my actions.. had to take a leap of faith that I didn't know I was doing... unfortunately, I had to get at a point where I felt I was in backed into a corner, before I acted. But knowing now what I didn't then, it is better to act and direct your own future than to sit back and just be handed one that someone else determined for you..
It's a double edged sword, It's good that I'm getting my act together, but, Yeah what I price I had pay to learn what I sould have learned earlier in the game..
It still is hard, I'm detatching at a quicker pace, but still have mental backslides....the key is seperating the emotional aspect out of your decision making...there ought to be a med for that...
Going home, getting ready to go out tonight and socialize... going to a hash trail run this weekend... should be a good busy...
DD
H50 W44 M17 yrs S15 D11 D10 Bomb 4/09 Trial separation/moved out 9/09 Moved back in 12/29/09
