I think you need to set the schedule for you and your baby and he can learn to deal with it. You know what is in the baby's best interest.

You feel like crap because it is emotionally hard to watch, it is the holidays and you haven't completely detached yet.

Gotta work on detachment. Oddly, I feel very detached today. I am in planning mode now.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...