Originally Posted By: luvless
I know I can't give into my feelings. I know I can do this even though it feels like I can't. It's almost like I have no choice anyway.


Luv - I know what you mean when you say you don't really have a choice anyway. Of course we all have choices to make, but in order to survive our sitches (one way or another) we need to take those small steps forward regardless of the emotions boiling inside. For me it is almost like a 'do or die' mentality. I am scared to death, but the only way to conquer these emotions is to move forward.

I know the pain you are feeling. Believe me, I really do. I wish I had that magic wand to make everything better. But the only thing I can offer you is this:

(((Luv)))

Better days are ahead. I am wishing you peace and strength going into the New Year.


Me & H: 33 yrs
S: 4 & 6
D: 2
M: 9 yrs
ILYBNILWY: 8/09
SEPARATED: 9/09
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