I'm losing him again & I am so down in that "black hole" that I can't seem to get the motivation and/or momentum to pull myself back out & start getting things turned back around.
It's the small things I'm noticing that I missed the first time around, but from past experience am now seeing.
I feel so lost right now and just CANNOT seem to pull myself back up. I'm just watching things crumble around me, knowing what is happening, knowing what COULD happen if I don't DO SOMETHING, but can't seem to bring myself to make the first step.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
