Rocked - sounds like my sitch for sure..as G says it's "emotional terrorism." LOL I love that! but seriously...I know what I need to do. I do. I am listening to you guys and deep down...to myself.

I know I can't give into my feelings. I know I can do this even though it feels like I can't. It's almost like I have no choice anyway.

I will stand up and not allow him to walk over me anymore. I know I am better than this sh*t - I do.

I think I'm gonna do something with the kids tonight - take them out - but I might get the itchy scratchies (no not that kind lol) to go out partying with a girlfriend so we'll see.

Would NOT know what to do without you guys!

Luv


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10