Nope - he hasn't said anything. I am trying my hardest not to cry. I definately need those prayers.

I won't leave I will let the coward walk out on his own. He will want me to throw him out so he can blame me - once again.

I feel awful this morning. I don't know what will happen tonight.

I'm so tired of this already.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10