Happy New Year's Eve everyone! I hope and pray we all have a great 2010!
I was thinking about what I wanted to see different for me in this new year. Financially, I need to get on my own two feet. Need to prepare for my next d18 to leave the nest sometime this summer. Be more social. Grow in my faith. Just be happier with life and the circumstances.
I also want to keep working on my boundaries with exh. I really know now that his "intentions" of working on us are nothing more than lip service to come and go as he pleases. I was writing in my visit journal and noticed he hasn't made a scheduled visit time in almost a month, but has come odd times alot. So now we are on exh's timetable. He hated being told when he could see baby and this maybe gave him some control.
He was moaning about how he is going to make changes in 2010 as well. He said 2009 was a horrible year. I had to bite my tongue to not say he brought it all on. I am sure he is talking about not having a license for most of the year (because of me), broke (because of me), has supervised visits (because of me), and most likely a whole list. Lets see if that changes.
No plans tonight. Going to give my sleeping sweet angel baby a kiss at midnight!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
