SD-Happy New Year and glad you made it back safely. I wanted to share with you something that happened to me last week w/ S16. I was sitting in my Pastor's office, explaining how afraid I was of making the wrong move. What if I can't fix this? What if S16 decides to run away from home, or start using drugs? What if I get hit by a bus? And my Pastor sat there and listened. I told him how I was afraid I would 'lose' my kids. And he replied, "They were never yours to begin with Goldey". SD, you're going to get through this. Peace. Goldey