Well dad an mom met with the wife she is done im lost so lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!says she cant talk to me until probation is over now more road blocks.
Sorry to hear you are in so much pain. We can all relate at some level. What you have to do now is accept the reality of this situation. The more you kick and scream (metaphorically speaking) the less you will accomplish. Fighting reality will not help it will just keep you stuck. Pleading, note writing, pursuing are all forms of fighting with the current reality.
Remember you have work to do on you. Don't let this little bump in the road destroy the progress you have made.
One final thing. Realities change. You and this situation will look completely different in 6 months.
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