WAW wants to get togeather?

[P17]

I'm a bit upset at how much I slid back since W contacted me so much.

Slid back in what way?

missing her so much again and the dreaded thoughts of if we worked things out!

To me that's not backsliding. We all get that.

It's only backsliding, IMO, when you a) act on those thoughts or b) she knows what you are thinking.

You are going to get those thoughts every day, every week and then maybe just every month. The trick it recognise them and not act on them. You did that.