Haha on the baseball bat LolaL. I can see a big change in myself this week. Just the decision for myself that I am going to be the fun person I used to be before he broke my heart.

Nik ~ H is still here in the house. He thinks I will forgive him in time. I think his words were...I have already said I am sorry. It will take time but you will forget one day. However, Where this is concerned, I am going to be an elephant! The bad thing is, he is not an evil guy. But I know that I can never trust him again.


M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11